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Suicide Junkie blogWhen I wrote ‘Suicide Junkie’ I didn’t stop to think if the book had an audience; I didn’t hold back any facts in case they made me or anyone in it ‘look bad’; I didn’t worry about how to promote it or how to get it published, I just wrote. It was almost as if I were on the psychiatrists couch, crying and pouring out my heart, the truths I believed, the events in my life that shaped my dark and twisted psyche. It was a catharsis. And here I was, trying to explain it all to myself as much as anything, though I think the main reason I wrote it was so that I could put those years behind me and not have them wasSuicide Junkie blog
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Mona awoke as the alarm clock rang painfully in her ears. With an outstretched arm she found the off button and the noise ceased. As always it was a rude awakening one hour before she had to be at work. She squashed her face into the pillow wanting just a few minutes more comfort before she had to confront the bathroom. But she knew that the time was stolen, she knew that if she was not careful she would fall back to sleep and then she would have to call in sick. Better to not go in to work at all than to be late and if she didn’t get her usual hour
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Spell of LoveA Spell Of LoveSpell of Love
In her room the light of the last candle dims into darkness, and then her eyes adjust to see once more. She sits on her bed, back on the pillow and legs stretched out in front of her. She has been that way for hours, staring forwards, looking at the door. She has been that way ever since he left. She had no idea she would feel so empty without him filling the room. She had no idea that she would have to live through this moment. This time was never supposed to come. He had gone through that door; he had let it fall half closed, and there it st
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| Hi- My name is Stephen Westwood though I write under the name S.Westwood. I have two published books, 'Suicide Junkie' my autobiography about my struggle with body dysmorphic disorder, borderline personality disorder self harm and suicide. I am now using what I have been through to help others. My second book 'A Moment Gone' is a selection of all the short prose I wrote when I was suffering mentally- That is probably quite noticeable!! |
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